Sabtu, 03 Desember 2016

Sandra, My Amazing Grace.




Selamat Tujuh Bulan, Sandra...

Udah lama ga ngeblog, datang-datang si bayi udah tujuh bulan aja hehehe... beneran males banget deh mau nulis-nulis, padahal segala cerita udah ada dikepala, pas mau dituangin kedalam tulisan kok ya mualess... hehehe...

Hari ini bayi kesayangan saya tepat berusia tujuh bulan, she is a real miracle for me!

Terima kasih ya nak sudah hadir dalam hidup mama.

Nothing words can describe how much i love you, but trust me, i can give my life for you, cause you're my everything.





When the heartfelt has come, you come into mama's womb silently.

When the sign of test pack was positive, the doctor even not yet see your presence, they just seen a big cystic in my womb.

When my spirit reappeared again due to positive pregnancy blood test, i believe that you're really struggling in my womb.

And finally, for the first time i saw your presence in my womb through a transvaginal ultrasound, although the cyst was getting bigger, you also growing more strongly than it.

When I getting laparotomy surgery to kick out the big cystic, i know you're more trying to survive in mama's womb.

when the pain of post-operative was so excruciating, the voice of your heartbeat make me more stronger to get speed recovery.

When the big day has come, the day when you was born, the first time you slept on my chest, it was the best day in my life.

When i got the severe preeclampsia after gave birth, you are the biggest reason for me to get speed recovery, so i can hold you by my arm soon.

When i am so fat now after had you, it does not matter for me, cause it all paid off with your presence in my life.

Sandra, every processed that i have to go through to see you is a truly miracle for me.

You are an amazing grace for me, dear.


I love you, Cibuletnya mama.





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